I’m not one to ask for or typically enjoy being spanked. Never quite been my thing because I despise sting. So when D mentioned regular discipline I hesitated and continuously changed the subject. I didn’t want to discuss it let alone experience it.
I’ve written before that I had one experience with being spanked to tears and it being a release. It was needed. I’d been overwhelmed and not myself. I didn’t see that as discipline because in 6 years it only happened once. So I did not connect the two dots.
The past few weeks, I’ve been kinda bratty with D and its bothered me. We talked about it and I realized that because I’m no longer in a relationship that is emotionally abusive to me, I don’t have the outlet for tears, stress, etc. Because things are in a good, happy and growing stage with D, I haven’t…
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